Daily Life

Water Rafting

2011-07-10T12:43:00.000+08:00

kenangan sebelum masuk clinical. BEST!

First Day

2011-06-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

first day clinical. muka excited gile. lols. now dah seminggu dah. me in neuro lab. banyak case dapat belajar. alhamdulillah. harap2 lab lain nanti semangat dia sama la. hehe. dah lame tak tulis blog. jari kaku kot. haha. so far biasa2 je. lalui dan nikmati sahaja time clinical ni. ok gtg, now tumpang at abir's. rumah still tade intenet. haih. ok dong. chow!

a quick lil update

2011-05-16T16:17:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. I'm currently at home now. Blogging - can't stop myself. Huhu. To my dear bff (Zatiey, Mira and Tret), sorry babes tak bagitau nak balik. Sudden decision-tengok jadual-ada cuti-grab this chance-take risk jugak-then here I am-home sweet home! Balik for 5 days je beb. hehe. Tomorrow i'll be leaving. Flight on Wednesday tho tapi kena balik kl dulu.

Rumah kat indo still takde internet, explain why dah lama tak tulis blog. mobile internet sangat suck ok. dah la kecik tak stable plak line. haih. will pasang internet later, before clinical. maybe. hurmm. it such a good feeling dapat balik rumah walaupun sekejap. precious little time with fam. nanti tak taula bila boleh cuti lagi..

til then. bubbye!

urticaria

2011-03-24T21:42:00.002+08:00

itcchyyyyyyy! i've been having this for about 3 days. it is a type of skin disorder. can google yourself if you want (malas nak put the def here. huhu). luckily, i kena the mild one. red spots here and there. tapi gatal duh. mostly kena kaki. sobs. semoga saya cepat sembuh *yeah berharap untuk diri sendiri* :(

ok done with that. now series pulak. series here in my laptop is soooo banyak (me kind of 'hantu' la kan pasal cerita2 neh. huhu). it's getting full yo! must gear myself up and watch the series now. then delete, yep DELETE. i don't keep them lama2. buat semak je. lols. oklah. chiooowww! >.<

one step closer

2011-03-23T15:23:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah. kalimah itulah pertama kali terucap masa bangun pagi isnin-terus buka laptop-tengok facebook-dah ada namelist (nama student yang masuk clinical gelombang satu). semua kawan-kawan aku dapat masuk gelombang satu. alhamdulillah. insyaAllah Jun nanti bermulalah sebuah perjalanan sebenar kami sebelum bergelar doktor. doakan yer. harap semua berjalan lancar dan selesai insyaAllah Disember 2012. amin.

dah lama tak tulis blog. banyak benda yang berlaku. banyak perubahan. banyak kali balik msia. banyak habis duit. banyak makan. banyak tambah berat badan. haha. semuanya banyak lah nak di jadikan cerita. awal mac hari tu aku pindah rumah (dekat indon). rumah yg dekat dengan rumah sakit aka hospital. space lagi besar. ada dapur, dah boleh masak. ada TV. ada peti ais. ada garaj motor aku sendiri (haha!). alhamdulillah.

sekarang aku kat msia. selasa ni dah nak balik indon dah pun. tengah menikmati saki baki cuti yang tinggal. banyak masa dihabiskan dengan tengok tv. as usual lah kan. huhu. and lepas ni dah takde cuti sangat. so inilah cuti panjang yang terakhir. nanti kalau balik pun, paling hujung minggu je. memang akan banyaklah nanti post pasal aku homesick. haha. lol

aku dah kembali ber-twitter. sebab tu lah blog tak update sangat. hoho. semua thoughts pi sembur kat twitter je. kat sini takde ape2 plak nak tulis. huhu. dan sekarang, aku tengah banyakkan minum air, makan buah, tidur cukup. konon nak cantik. haha. let see how it turns out. banyak benda dalam kepala nak buat itu dan ini. tapi nantilah kalau ada peluang, ada masa yang sesuai aku buat. insyaAllah.

the first thing yang akan dibuat sejurus selepas sampai di indon adalah REFRESHING! banyak benda nak kena baca balik. hoho. oklah. chow!

multitasking

2011-02-18T21:12:00.002+08:00

it's been a while. love this. huhu

doakan semuanya selamat. iA

2011-02-04T11:14:00.001+08:00

pasal pelajar kat mesir. tolong doakan semuanya selamat. amin. adik saya kat sane (alex). so a bit risau. ayah saya cakap takde pape. alhamdulillah. dia adalah diantara orang yang bertuah jugak sebab sempat pergi mansoura sebelum semua benda ni berlaku. orang yg stuck kat alex kesian. eletrik, air semua kena cut. so kalo hp takde batt susahlah family or kawan2 nak call. makanan pun kena catu. makan ada time breakfast n dinner je. ni pun tak tahu smpai bila boleh tahan. and siang kalau lapar kena keluar cari makan sendiri, tu pun jalan dalam group. takleh keluar sorang2 bahaya. bank kena beku. harga makanan naik. susah susah. 2,3 hari lepas internet kat mesir kena cut. now dah ada balik. so boleh update dengan news dorang. iA esok evacuation. 5hb from mansoura to alexandaria (ambil barang2 penting) then jeddah pastu malaysia. orang yayasan pun dah hantar plane nak selamatkan dorang. dah lega sikit. harap2 semuanya selamat. kalau boleh, selamatkanlah semua orang. jangan tinggal satu pun malaysian kat sana. tak tahu apa akan jadi lepas ni. pape pun doakan semuanya selamat. iA.

p/s : kalau ada masa bacalah blog ni MiloSuam

keep busy

2011-01-23T13:49:00.003+08:00

keep busy. keep busy. keep busy. buat2 bizi. buat2 bizi. buat2 bizi. ok dah. giler! yerrrr tauuuu. tapi takpe so that masa berlalu cepat sket. brain pun bleh freeze kalau buat2 bizi neh. keh keh keh. hari ni, bersih bilik dah. now nak marathon series lak. ok memang busy. ni pun curi2 time nak update blog. haha. ok chow!

plis!

2011-01-22T22:42:00.004+08:00

takde benda lain dah dalam kepala. terasa mau pulang sekarang jugeee. haih. ya Allah ya tuhanku, kau permudahkanlah segala urusan kami. semoga ada waktu dan ruang untuk kami pulang bercuti. iA. amin.

dah rindu sangat-sangat :'(

pointless

2011-01-18T22:52:00.004+08:00

want to go home so baddddddd.

everything here seems so wronggggg.

this past few days la, last 2 weeks was great.

my adik and my kakak always pm me with this:

adik : imy. bile nak balik?

kakak : mabiiiiiiiiiiii. i miss you.

hurrm. hati yang tough pun boleh cair kalu depa duk pm lagu tu je hari-hari. haih.

at last

2011-01-16T20:48:00.002+08:00

perasaan mau melompat-lompat sebab suka. haha

hari ni tengok 3 persalinan sekali gus. huhu. alhamdulillah. dapat jugak tengok akhirnya. how was the feeling? mula-mula kesian, then nampak sakit, then ok, aku boleh stand. horrray! nak test tengok diri ni dapat tahan tak. alhamdulillah lagi sekali sebab dapat bertahan. huhu. so far bleeding or any luka teruk2 didn't bother me much. first person yang beranak senang gila (sbb dah second child), so sekejap je, pop then keluar. huhu. second susah sikit. anak dia besar. so susah nak keluar. yang third person ni anak dia kembarrrr! ni tak sempat nak tengok sebab laparr so pergi makan. tengah lunch dapat msg. 'anak pertama udah lahir'. frust tak dapat tengok. makan cepat2 nak balik sane balik, odw jalan dapat msg lagi 'semuanya udah lahir, selamat'. lepas tengok macam mane orang melahirkan ni, memang sakit la. sebab tu kita sebagai anak kena hargai mak kita. besar jasa dia tu. selama hayat kita ni tak terbalas kot. huhu.

ok nak tido dah. penat dari pukul 7 pagi sampai 6 petang tadi jaga. ilmu yang takkan dilupakan. huhu. nite people!

obg

2011-01-14T23:11:00.004+08:00

semalam jaga. dari pukul 3 petang sampai 5 pagi. best gilerrr. dari tak suka jadi doktor, tiba-tiba excited nak jadi doktor. hoho. kelas habis dalam pukul 230 petang. so memang tak sempat balik rumah nak wash up semua. stay, then pergi toilet paviliun (nak yang cantik aje. haha). dalam pukul 3 dah ready pergi ugd (unit gawat darurat/ emergency). duk la kat sane dalam 7 jam. bosan-bosan balik rumah mandi pastu balik hospital balik. bosan-bosan lagi, keluar dinner kat mie jodgja. bosan-bosan lagi merayap. memang takde kerja. tapi banyak kes. ada 2 kematian. memang sedih tengok. tapi nak buat macam mane. dah sampai masa. sorang meninggal sebab cedera kepala sedang dan sorang lagi sebab hematothorax (yer memang bukan obg. merayap je kerja. pergi menyebok kat orang lain. huhu). macam-macam kes tengok. bersyukur sebab masih dipanjangkan umur oleh-Nya, dan moga di jauhkan lah dari kecelakaan dan segala. amin.

then, lepas pukul 10 malam tukar dengan other group pergi jaga kat KABER (kamar bersalin). memang dalam hati doa giler-giler. 'tolonglah ada kes. nak tengok satu je orang beranak. satu pun jadila. satu je tak mintak lebih. satu jerrrrr' tapi hampehhh. sampai je kat bilik tu sepiiiii. takde orang langsung. patient pun takde. mulalah tak tahu nak buat ape. tengok banyak bed kosong. ape lagi kan. haha. dari pukul 1030 malam sampai 4 pagi aku tidur. yep tidur. bangun-bangun semua bed dorang tutup langsir. semua tidur!! haha. the best part is, aku rasa aku suka doktor nye life. ada purpose. tidur la kat mana-mana pun takpe. asal niat kerja nak tolong orang. nak selamatkan orang. kalau takde komitmen memang best kerja. huhu. so far suka lah. harap-harap sampai bila2 akan suka. iA :)

merah la kan? takkan biru kott. huhu.

gambar perhiasan :P

imy

2011-01-11T08:19:00.002+08:00

september til january. almost 5 months dah tak balik.

rinduu nak balik rumah. plis ada cuti. peeeellllisssss.

\rindu mama dan aboh/

p/s : dah 2 hari internet macam ngok ngek! petang til malam takleh main. aduhai. tolonglah speedy oi!

*sigh

2011-01-10T23:27:00.002+08:00

How I wish

If only la kan

*haih =.='

minggu baru

2011-01-09T21:54:00.004+08:00

Isnin/esok start OBG. wish me luck.

Selasa takde pape. mula gelabah kot. eh kejap, tidaklah takde pape. aku mungkin jaga (atau org selalu panggil oncall). harap bolehlah menukar date. tolonglah. saya tak kuat kalau dah jaga sampai pukul 5 pagi @_@

Rabu present thesis. sumpah takut! doakan yer. harap2 semua berjalan lancar iA.

Khamis ni memang betul takde pape. berdoa supaya ada cuti mungkin? malam-malam jumaat ni bagus berdoa kan. huhu ^^

Jumaat ke hospital seperti biasa. jaga ruang 9.

Sabtu JAGA lagi! nasib baik pagi sampai petang. balik terus boleh tidurrr. yeah!

zombie

2011-01-06T03:16:00.004+08:00

sangat busy. only tidur yang penting now. no more facebook-ing macam stalker, no more reading Justjared macam E! News bergerak, no more ym-ing dan skype-ing macam orang tak betul tengah gelak sorang-sorang. huhu. dah macam zombie dah hidup. after clerkship memang tidur gila-gila, pastu mula la tersedar pukul 2,3 pagi. bangun pagi menelaah (konon je). last-last end up blogging jugak. haha. what a life! paediatrics, so far sangat fun. cuma kadang2 je tak tahu nak buat ape. amat suka tentiran (tutor). doctors here so kewl yo! muda-muda tapi brain fuhhhh! dush dush dush bebel time tutor. tak sempat den nak menyalin. hehe. hari sabtu ni on call. excited kot! awal-awal kan, biasela. huhu.

Imagine aku jadi zombie. haha.

Zombie kampung pisang pun jadila. huhu.

(picture courtesy of Google)

ok bye. nak buat case report. til then!

Indonesian Wedding

2011-01-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

1.1.11. Majlis Sambut Menantu K.keen :)

it was a beautiful wedding. sangat cantik.

makan sedap, makan sambil berdiri (ni konon tiru org jawa), borak2, gelak2, usha2 org, pastu balik tido terbongkang sebab kenyang. hahaha.

Selamat Pengantin Baru to K.Keen dan Abang Dimas

ni time baling bunga. baling eh? haha. ape2 la kan. tengok orang bersemangat 4,3 dan 2. err me : 1 pun kind of semangat jugak. nasib tak lompat. haha. bunga jatuh right betul bawah kaki, but then tak sempat nak amek jugak. belum sampai seru la tu kan? hahahaha. 1st time bouquet toss ni. it was fun and happening giler kot.

ni gambar yang tak edit. nak jugaakkkk.

(gambar cilok kat fb cik qilah. hehe :D)

hari ni clerkship. rasa tough giler berdiri dari pukul 7 pagi sampai 1 petang. next post bila rajin and bersemangat nanti saya cerita.

pause.recapture the moments of 2010

2010-12-30T20:16:00.003+08:00

one more day. tomorrow is going to be 31122010. and then NEW YEAR! are you guys excited for new year? me i'm afraid not. love to start new beginning, new this new that but then not in the mood to celebrate at all. perfect new year eve celebration; stay at home watching movies (join sarah) hehe :D. am going to watch Pirates of Caribbean. LAME. but it is a good way of celebration is it? less energy needed, can guling-guling atas lantai, gossiping til morning, laugh and laugh and laugh then start the new year morning with a productive one. remember last time i told you that i'm going to exercise and be on diet this january? yep, starting this saturday all the way til the end of january. hopefully i semangat until the end. huhu.

2010. lot of good things happened. jom list!

so that later if i got nyanyuk syndrome i wont forget. hehe :D

got a new family member. my sister got married. 26th of june 2010. welcoming KAM to the family :)
we went to Bali. what an awesome trip. love to go there again w you guys.
went to Bandung. not a good trip for me. but then i love to see new places. it was nice. play futsal some more. not bad at all.
Pulau sempu trip, Cangar trip. love em all!
my youngest brother went to Mesir to further his study. never seen my dad this happy before. he knows the best and always wants the best for his children. from engineering lover change to dentistry course. hebatla my dad berkempen. haha :))
bought myself a new bike. thanks aboh :)
family trip. we went to genting together, went to sunway together, balik kampung together. lot of things had been planned to do together. we never this rapat before (cuti tak sama, all duduk asrama and etc), bila dah besar, seriously terasa kalau boleh nak berkepit all the time. nak spend most of the time together!
my sisters both sambung study. my brother is going to graduate soon. alhamdulillah.
all the friends surround me that i can count on. thanks guys ^^
end of theory year. hooraaayyyyyy!

my new year resolution? haven't think of any. been busy with finals (tipu :P). haha.

and not to forgettt

2010-12-28T19:03:00.004+08:00

today is my brother's birthday. happy birthday yo! semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki. home-made cake okeh. thanks to my sista. malam ni dorang celebrate. mind the aising yang kat tepi-tepi tu. tak jadi. haha. lembik kata beliau (meng-refer kepada chef WAN ~~Azlin Zurita~~). keh keh keh.

p/s : terima kasih jugak kat facebook. tanpa-mu outdated la aii. haha ^^

PANIK

2010-12-28T18:25:00.004+08:00

PANIK = Kepanitraan Klinik = Clerkship = Tagging

benda ni start next week. oh cepatnya masa berlalu. ~~yang ditunggu-tunggu telah tiba~~. memang tunggu but then cuak pun ada. huhu. me start with IKA (Ilmu Kesehatan Anak/ Peds). dah nama wan so memang kat group last la sentiasa. hehe :D. tagging ni satu bulan. pastu if masuk gelombang pertama (kalau thesis siap awal) iA bulan 6 dah masuk klinikal. masih struggle nak siapkan thesis. susahnya nak jumpa doc, masyaAllah. ulang-alik macam-macam rumah sakit dah. siap lukis-lukis peta lagi. nasib baik sampai. huhu. doakan saya present awal dan siapkan thesis dengan jaya nya. amin.

now tengah final plus thesis plus cari rumah (nak kena pindah dah!) plus nak PANIK dah. memang panic habis la lepas ni. haha. heard that it is going to start at 7.00 am everyday including weekend (but ni belum sure). PENGSAN! @_@

25122010

2010-12-25T17:54:00.006+08:00

bosan. takde orang online pun. semua siblings tengah bersuka-ria di singapore. me? stranded here. miserable with my notes T__T

notes bersepah atas katil. bukan belajar pun.

tengah cari jawapan past years. huhu ^^

bosan-bosan makan ni. harap2 manis la eh lepas ni. haha.

hangguk dia jadi manis. makin gems adalah kot. haha. bulan 1, satu bulan nak kena exercise bersungguh-sungguh. satu bulan nak engage ngan gym. satu bulan nak makan healthy. satu bulan nak buat pilates *ayat takleh blah kan?* harap-harap menjadi la.

p/s : sarah jom ikutttttttttttttttttttttttt!!! haha

miss

2010-12-22T12:29:00.002+08:00

oh rindunyaaaaaaaaaaaa. amat rindu. AMAT! january come faster plis. semoga saya settle-kan semuanya dan dapat pulang bergumbira bersama my sayangness. thx mira for d update. miss u guys a lot!

16122010

2010-12-16T21:30:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah hari ni semua berjalan dengan lancar.

semoga hari esok dan esok dan esok juga.

harap segalanya akan berjalan dengan lancar.

doakan saya. semoga saya kuat. amin.

quotes of the day

2010-12-15T11:53:00.008+08:00

Stay busy. Busy people are burdened with one worry.

Idle people, thousands of worries. Let's Move!

No worrying, no complaining.

Check your options, pick the best one and go for it!

Success demands singleness of purpose.

p/s : harap bersemangatlah saya selepas ini

14122010

2010-12-14T23:06:00.001+08:00

a little bit stressed out.

positive plis. thank you!

bns

2010-12-13T09:45:00.000+08:00

sangat awesome. tapi menakutkan duhhh. kena figure out mcm mane nak hilangkan phobic dengan height. i guess i know. TUTUP MATA! haha :))

12122010

2010-12-12T22:28:00.003+08:00

terasa macam nak duduk je tak nak buat pape.

boleh tak?

terkejut bila sedar nex year takde cuti.

bleh hidup ke kalau tak balik? hurm.

banyak benda tak settle, kepala berat.

thesis oh thesis.

datanglah mood rajin. plis!

21112010

2010-11-21T23:01:00.011+08:00

21112010 : hari ni mood rindu rumah. rindu siblings, rindu mak ayah. rindu dan rindu semua. macam nak burst je hati sebab rindu. ok melampau!

pictures : @Genting - 3 bln lepas.

gambar gedabak. sebab rindu lebih :)

25112010 : big presentation is coming this thursday. cuak kot!

weekend recap

2010-11-18T13:58:00.000+08:00

ihsan dari camera cik qish. cilok kt fb. hehe :D

Ahad, 14 November 2010

Hotel Olino Garden

Abnormal

Ok, now Normal ;p

Dies Natalis 2010

Sabtu, 13 November 2010

ulang tahun faculty. ada pic tp tak amek lg. later!

rayer!!!!

2010-11-17T06:20:00.002+08:00

saya taklah se-excited seperti tajuk di atas.

btw, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.

Korban kan lah apa yang patut :p

p/s : seperti biasa, tahun ni raya depan laptop ataupun atas katil sahaja =.='

pelik

2010-11-15T18:14:00.003+08:00

my ibu asuh asked me just now.

ibu : madihah, kapan raya eduladha nya?

me : rabu kan bu? 17 ini?

ibu : oh ya, sama. nanti kita solat bareng ya di jl. bandung.

me : iya, nnti ibu kejutin. takutnya nggak bangun nanti. hehe

lupa pulak, kat sini ada 2 date untuk raya. besok and luse.

lain fahaman, lain date-nya. huhu. pelik2. weird conversation, is it?

raya satu tanggal sudahhhhh. huhu ^^

tv series

2010-11-14T14:19:00.000+08:00

kind of addicted. semua genre aku suker. love, fiction, reality and etc.

jom list! haha. takde kerja kan. huhu :)

How I Met Your Mother

Never fails to make me laugh. Thanks to Barney for that.

What an AWESOME series kan?

6 seasons in a row. and they're just getting stronger.

love all the characters in the series.

life and the quotes *heart*

my current obsession. huhu. how la not to love this series.

a bad guy and a good guy. the sarcasm and all.

perfect combinations :)

glee, gossip girl, house, life unexpected, 90210, two and a half men, cougar town, desperate housewives, royal pains, america's next top model, project runway, lipstick jungle. etc etc. told ya! addicted!

how mehh

2010-11-13T23:00:00.003+08:00

exercise banyak, makan pun banyak.

then how la nak kurus and sihat kan?

YOU TELL ME!

i want to be healthy. if kurus tu bonus. haha ^^

last week, i went to this mall. kat situ ada free service to check ur body status (from Herbalife). ape lagi kan. p la try. alhamdulillah. i am healthy. my bone density, my fat, my metabolism rates. bla bla matches my age. my metabolism je seems to be younger than my actual age. hua hua. bonus la kan di situ. hehe. have to keep it this way. exercise and more exercises. baru rasa sihat. huhu.

ok from now on nak jaga makan. errr, not from now, lepas raya korban la eh. haha. ai makan2 free ni memang melantak tak hengatt dunia. tambah2 lagi if msian food yg they served. meleleh wa cakap lu. haha :P

13112010

2010-11-13T10:59:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Mama.

All Hugs, No Worries.

I love You. Rindu rumah. hmm.

dengar cakap mak

2010-11-08T16:02:00.002+08:00

semalam ckp phone dengan dengan my mom. ckp punya ckp keluarlah bab2 motor ni. tanya itu dan ini. huhu. (mind the kelantanese version. haha)

ma : gano idi bwk moto loni? ok ko? stable doh?

me : oh ok jah. tadop gapo pun.

ma : jauh mano doh g?

me : pusing2 area campus. paling jauh bwk pun dlm 20 minit gitu jah.

ma : ok, molek la bwk moto jange laju2.

me : oh dop laju pun ore bwk. dlm 40 ke 60 jah. 60 tuh kalu lambat g klas. nk cpt gk bwk la laju sket. hehe.

ma : 60 tu laju doh. slow2 jah idi. jange bwk laju2. ni amek doa ni (ada 1 doa dia bagi) baco 3kali sehari utk keselamatan masa naik moto tu.

me : takpo2, hari2 idi baco doa sebelum naik kenderaan. insyaAllah.

ma : oh, takpo, baco ni jgk molek. idi igt kan? kalu dop igt tgk dalam buku kuning (ada satu buku doa harian yg my mom bg) pastu baca.

me : ok2. nati idi cari dale buku tuh.

then this morning, aku tak bace sebab tak sempat nak cari doa dalam buku kuning tu. hmm. pluss, gelabah nak g kelas and ada examss kottt. alasan semata! huhu. nak dijadikan cerita, balik exam hari nak hujan. cepat2 la kan nak balik. kluakan motor dr tempat parking, then vrooom. huhu. bila nak klua junction je, dem! terlanggar tayar motor sorang budak ni. dah dengar dah dia hon dr jauh. tapi macam blurr. sebab nak jatuh time tu. gelabah kot. nasib baik tak jatuh. and nasib baik jugak motor belakang aku sempat emergency break. phewwww. kalo tak haiiihhh. gelabah and cuak. terketar2 bwk moto balik. serba tak kena. kucing lintas jalan pun aku emergency break, bumper jalan tadi pun cam nampak tak nampak. haihhhh.

*moral of d story : dengar cakap mak. dia risau mesti ada sebab. baik dengar. jangan tak buat if dia dah cakap. huhu. sorry ma, nnti idi baca. dah cari dah (haha, balik trs cari doa tuh). hehe :D

macam macam

2010-11-07T16:48:00.002+08:00

hari ni second inject (Hep B) - sakit giler. tangan bengkak. haih. dengan DPT jugak. wish tak demam later. hmm.

raya haji - dah nak dekat. but then cuti banyak giler. serious rasa nak balik. wish ada duit banyak now $$$$$. support me plis. hmm.

esok exam - *sigh* suker giler OBG tapi takde time. notes berlambakSS. orang last minute mcm aku mane nak ada time kan? hmm.

marathon - dah 2 hari marathon Vampire Diaries. habis sudah season one. addict kotttttt!!!! memang giler la kan, sebab isnin exam and rasa macam nak buat tak tahu je. hmm.

hidup - dah takde arah tujuan (ni bila malas belajar and rasa nak balik rumah je). ini memang giler la kan? ok dah dengan giler.

rasa macam nak pergi konsert Britney dan menjerit sekarang. ok kronik! bye.

Speak Now

2010-10-27T20:58:00.004+08:00

Taylor Swift. Speak Now.

Come on, come on

Don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Something's gone terribly wrong

You're all I wanted

Come on, come on

Don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Can't breath whenever you're gone

Can't turn back now

I'm haunted

Taylor Swift - Haunted

Lagu ni stuck dalam kepala. Demmit! Keep repeating d same song since this morning ^^

Bandung

2010-10-24T20:39:00.004+08:00

will be missing this. futsal. 21. team-mates. training. coach. huhu.

hurrmmm. and bandung? not really. heaven for shopaholics. not for me.

Bandung Games 2010

Introducing

2010-10-24T19:22:00.004+08:00

*drum roll please* ok, lame. haha.

Meet Mr. Bike. YES its a 'he'. hahaha. no name yet. any suggestion?

bought it a month ago. thanks to my mom and dad ^^

and not to forget cik abir yg dtg berkempen. hehe. thx v much beb!!!

mine and abir's

ok. close up sket :)

ni je d only pic yg ada time naik motor. me with suraya, sarah, and abir

funnayyyy story for today : naik motor then nak u-turn, crocs tercabut kat divider jalan. haha. dah la traffic. maluuu seyhhhhhh. then suraya and abir pergi amek balik. huhu :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

2010-10-21T11:19:00.007+08:00

new chapter. new beginning. new life.

and HELL NO i'm not married. hehe. just feel that a part of me is missing.

and now i become the new 'me'. hopefully a better me. insyaAllah.

long time didn't blog and i'm back with half of my brain dah berkarat. hehe :D

hope i can blog like i used to before :)

and to my dear 'biskut yg gagah' i miss you guys so much.

Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.

break

2010-10-02T18:15:00.002+08:00

blog-break for a while. only He knows why.

MERDEKA!

2010-08-30T23:55:00.001+08:00

Happy Independence Day, Malaysia.

I am proud to be Malaysian.

2010-08-28T01:15:00.006+08:00

I'm just so TIRED of everything.

EVERY single THING!

Penat.

4th year dah

2010-08-25T01:13:00.004+08:00

is that really? rasa macam sekejap. rasa kosong.

lagi hampeh rasa macam tak tahu apa-apa =.="

dua hari kuliah. hectic amat.

tidur tak tentu masa dan tak boleh nak balance.

jadual full giler dan memeningkan. first day dah sumbat banyak2 benda.

dan saya amat blurr masa first day tu. haihhhh.

nak cover up tak larat (alasan!). petang asyik tidur.

sepatutnya puasa ni la banyakkan ibadah.

belajar pun ibadah. asal balik je tidur, so macam mana tu?

next week balik raya. memang ho yeah dan excited di situ.

tapi before balik semua kena settle dulu. harus kena cover!

baru balik senang hati. huhu. ok dah, nak tido.

what a pretty face

2010-08-24T20:37:00.006+08:00

hola guys. i'm back! :)

muka macam sammi cheng bukan? keh keh

still pretty!

oh, i'm melting!

*budak dalam royal pains.

walaupun tak handsome, walaupun in between, aku suka!! haha

(images by google)

ok tukar type nak cari orang yang pretty pulak. muahahahaha ;p

freeze

2010-08-02T13:40:00.001+08:00

*meninggalkan blog buat sementara waktu*

sekian, terima kasih

Inception

2010-07-24T11:01:00.002+08:00

watched Inception last night.

thoughts?

Bali

2010-07-24T08:43:00.005+08:00

Bali trip, one word to describe, AWESOME! 4 days 3 nights. We went to Denpasar, Museum Bali, Sanur, Sanur Beach, Kuta, Kuta Beach, and Nusa Dua. Surfing, diving (6m down the sea level), banana boat-ing, scoot-ing around Kuta, sight seeing and shopping. Girls trip and we did survived! huhu.

I do love to shop but now i realized that i love beach MORE :D

awesome trip

2010-07-11T04:43:00.005+08:00

No words to describe the feeling. It was the best trip ever. My very first time convoy with them. Awesome group to travel with. Thanks guys :)

Cangar, Batu. 10 July 2010. Waterfall and Hot springs.

The waterfall.

alhamdulillah

2010-07-10T22:14:00.001+08:00

saya sayang mak dan ayah saya.

terima kasih untuk semuanya.

alhamdulillah :)

holiday

2010-07-10T01:07:00.003+08:00

holiday dah start dan saya tak balik.

wow!!! it is a WOW. *sila wow dengan mata sekali yer @_@*

dan saya tak homesick. alhamdulillah. baru balik je pun, kan? hehe :D

*mode sekarang tengah berusaha gigih menyiapkan proposal tugas akhir.

harap-harap semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. amin.

*dan disebabkan cuti, saya amatlah malas mahu berjalan ke mana-mana. even nak makan pun malas. kronik. yer kronik, bila malam mula la bising lapar. haha.

oklah, kata gigih buat proposal. haha. nak sambung buat. besok nak pegi jalan. ho yeah!

my sayangness :)

2010-07-09T00:19:00.014+08:00

saya tak rasa ada orang baca blog saya. ada ke? huhu

my sayangness ada la kot. mereka la yang selalu duk menggediks kat sini. heheh ;p

but i loikeeeeeee. blog la tempat saya bebel. and when my girlfriends do drop a comment, it feels like we are more close even though we are separated miles from each other. oh i miss them so much!

my sayangness

#if ada orang lain yang baca, means lepas ni nak bebel kena la lebih hati-hati and proper sikit. haha :))

#semua orang letak gambar ni, so saya pun nak KENA letak jugak ;p

oh dan lagi, german kalah last night *heartbroken* sob :'(

merapu lagi?

2010-07-08T01:26:00.002+08:00

i'm melting. i think i like you.

owh kena buang perasaan ni jauh-jauh.

stop texting and stop chit-chatting and you'll be just fine.

hurmmmmmmmmm...

Germany FTW!

2010-07-06T10:30:00.000+08:00

Huhu. We passed through the quarter final. Now SEMI with Spain. double gulp! Mesti mau menang. Saya tak nak belanja orang makan pizza kalau kalah. Huk huk.

Klose, please make it happen :)

Reception at Kajang

2010-07-05T13:34:00.009+08:00

Akhirnya, dapat jugak balik rumah walaupun sekejap. Tak rasa homesick, tapi sebab ada wedding so memang giler nak balik. Huhu. Congratulation to my dear sis and Kam. Such a beautiful wedding. You bring joy to our family. Semoga berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu hendaknya :)

Masjid - tempat pertembungan :)

Love this pic.

Bride and groom.

Big family photo. ni pun tak cukup lagi.

Bujang bujang married bujang. haha.

Perarakan menuju ke rumah pengantin lelaki.

Ok dah. jom balik!

tonight

2010-07-03T10:51:00.000+08:00

Germany vs Argentina

gulp!

#auto-publish post

vans shoes

2010-07-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

oh kasut idaman. saya mau ini plisssss! :)

June

2010-06-30T10:45:00.000+08:00

June is going to end soon.

June is the hardest month for me.

It was tough but i do go through the month well. I learnt a lot.

And July come. The most favourite month of the year *wink*

My weekend get-away. Can't wait.

pictures

2010-06-28T22:49:00.003+08:00

memory :)

Happy Advance Birthday

2010-06-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

26 June 2010

It was the wedding day.

It was the ulcer and sore throat day.

It was the OSCE day.

And it was a very very bad day for me.

Thanks guys for the surprise birthday party in advance. It made my day :):):):)

Although i can't smile (blame the ulcer ;p), i do really appreciate it.

to Suraya, Happy advance birthday. Big 22 0_o

May Allah bless us. InsyaAllah :)

At the party. Hehe :D

Germany

2010-06-28T11:28:00.007+08:00

Viva la Germany :)

Germany won last night against England.

Pro German, sorry England.

Scored by Klose, Podolski, Mueller (2 goals). 4-1. Supposed to be 4-2. Blame the referee.

Been looking forward for the next match. Quarter final with Argentina.

Should i be worried? YES! Argentina kot =.='

Hope they can win the quarter final. Pray hard for this :)

he is the reason why i watch world cup. not a big fan of football ;D

long time didn't see him play and then this year me and kas :

oh he got wrinkles! haha. but still handsome what? (*-^)

the other reason. hahahaha :))

p/s : gambar besar-besar nampak sangat suka. haha.

quote of the day

2010-06-18T15:19:00.006+08:00

When I get sad, I stop being sad and be Awesome Instead

This quote used to be in my header before. Now i don't think i can be awesome when i am sad. The only person who can be awesome when he sad, is Barney. Oh. hurmm.

Now i change the quote to this,

Zig when others Zag

Im loving it . It reflects how i feel right now :)

esok

2010-06-17T22:48:00.005+08:00

esok exam pbl.

tak start study lagi.

datang bebel kat belog. bagus betul.

fikiran melayang, hati dah kat rumah, badan tak respond dengan betul.

i need to get my mojo back!

thank you

2010-06-16T23:50:00.002+08:00

they said that experience is the best teacher.

i couldn't agree more.

when we go through that experience how do we suppose to respond?

i just don't have the answer.

now when i am in that situation, i really don't know what to do.

the first thing that came to my mind is,

'how i wish i could run away'.

run and run and run and never stop running.

so that the problem will go away.

if only it is the 'best' way. sigh

p.s : mom, i really need your hug right now :(

merapu

2010-06-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

i think i need a boyfriend.

boleh tak?

hey

2010-06-08T03:10:00.002+08:00

hey, formspring me

http://www.formspring.me/idiey :)

you can't always get what you want

2010-06-07T22:26:00.003+08:00

dah tak de perasaan dah. apa-apa je la.

i don't want to be a person who keep cancelling on their family.

sorry i can't make it this time. i am very deeply truly sorry :(

it is just the beginning. and i hate every single part of it.

(and 'this' is not what i want in the first place)

how i wish i am in a different field right now not in medical way.

damn it! there's nothing i can do. i've tried, sorry sis.

just remember one thing, i love you and sorry i can't be there.

love,

idiey

sad

2010-05-29T23:06:00.004+08:00

where are you when i need you the most? :(

life is hard and i am not strong enough.

i try to stay positive but then i keep getting bad luck all the time.

hurm

2010-05-26T12:24:00.002+08:00

rasa nak update. type dua tiga patah kata, jari numb, brain freeze. oh, lain kali lah update.

gossip girl

2010-05-22T10:45:00.002+08:00

first season - cool. i love serena and dan. but i love chuck more. as always la kan. haha.

second season - blair and chuck. all the games, the lies, the dramas sort of perfect for the story line and what mattered the most is the happy ending.

third season - hurm, last episode completely upset me. why oh why on earth it is going to be like that? all screwed up except Dorota and Vanya. Chuck slept with Jenny and got shot by some random guy, Nate and Serena taking a break, Nate become completely a different person (hate this), Blair ended up alone (sad), Dan is going to be G's baby daddy? (what the?) *sigh*. can't wait for the next episode this Fall.

mix emotions

2010-05-21T12:29:00.005+08:00

i want to go home. home home home. like right now!

for no reasons. i am not homesick. i just want to go home.

that is the only place i feel peaceful and calm.

plus the food. want to eat malaysian food so bad.

(ok, nafsu makan tengah gila melonjak sekarang. makan banyak =.=')

want to study but no mood at all. monday is exam. and yeah AGAIN!
every week is exam. ~~oh and i am really looking forward towards that~~.

how i wish i could just sit on the couch and watch some good movies with family and chit-chatting all night long. and YES i need a break!

semoga Dia mempermudah segala urusan. InsyaAllah.

American Idol II

2010-05-20T23:10:00.004+08:00

just a quick update.

last week Big Mike is out.

then Casey James.

and now down to 2 contestants.

finally. yeah. Crystal vs Lee.

i'm definitely on Lee's side.

hope he will win and be the next AI!

and now, NOW it's time to watch glee with Barney in it! suker okeh!

exam

2010-05-17T14:26:00.005+08:00

bengang sebab tak faham soalan.

yer memang ada 2 bahasa. but still =.='

the questions are confusing. blurrr tahap gaban bila menjawab.

adakah yang itu? ke yang ini? haihhh.

tahu but still confused. glad that it's over. no more lab. yay!

at least for this sem. which means holiday is soon.

yaa, very sooonnn. tu pun kalau boleh holiday la kan =.="

sekian buat masa sekarang.

C vs S

2010-05-12T08:17:00.000+08:00

Chuck : The reason Blair attacked you is because she misses you. After 18 years, you can't read Waldorf subtext?

Serena : I shouldn't have to. If that's how she feels then she should just tell me. It's the mature thing to do.

Chuck : This coming from someone who just pushed their best friend into a cake.

Chuck : Look, you think your friendship is going to take care of itself. You're not kids anymore. You can't say you hate each other and then make up and hour later on the MET steps.

Serena : You tell her that.

Chuck : I'm telling you and you should be careful. Because one day you're gonna find yourself telling people about Blair Waldorf. The girl who used to be your bestfriend.

Oh Chuck! I love you. haha. Bestfriend, I'm grateful that I have one :)

macam-macam

2010-05-10T17:07:00.002+08:00

terbaca kat internet. budak yang taksub bermain farmville. hoho. banyak tu dia spend untuk ke'cantikan' farm dia. giler ah. main free sudah. hehe :D

source : JSYK

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-09T10:58:00.001+08:00

Mama, thanks for everything.

Love you very much.

American Idol

2010-05-08T16:34:00.000+08:00

dah lama tak follow.

sekali bukak contestant dah down to 4.

hurm. last week been busy, so x update.

last week Siobhan Magnus is out.

followed by Aaron Kelly this week. haihhh.

now 4 contestants left. Casey, Crystal, Lee and Big Mike.

who is going to be the next AI? what do u think?
i hope F vs M in the finale. dah bosan asyik M vs M je.

let see who's out next. til then.

GLEE

2010-05-07T12:43:00.004+08:00

source : facebook

OMG! Neil Patrick Harris aka Barney Stinson is in there. GLEE guest star for the next next episode, Tuesday 18/5/2010. mark your calendar peeps. can't wait. CAN'T WAIT! this episode is going to be awesome! oh Barney! :)

Happy Birthday

2010-05-05T00:00:00.001+08:00

Cik Zatiey sayam,

Happy Birthday! Moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki.

Baikkan aku buat post untuk kamu? :P

Sayang kamu amat. Muah!

dinner umno

2010-05-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

1 May 2010 at Istana Dieng.

Nothing much. Thanks guys for the delicious food.

meja kami

suker gamba ni. terasa seperti Barney habis! haha :))

07 rocks! gedik-ness terlampau :P

pulau sempu trip

2010-05-03T20:51:00.004+08:00

the best trip ever. it was awesome except the hiking part. haha. my first time visiting the place, my first time hiking, our first trip together (my batchmates). it takes 3 hours to go there, spent the night at Pulau Senda Biru, and the next day we went to Pulau Sempu. to go there we have to hike like for 3 hours (ini sangat menguji jiwa raga) but i survived. i am proud of myself. the track was so muddy and slippery. 2 to 3 times fell. thank to sarah for helping me through the journey :)

it's worth it. the view was so nice. subhanAllah. sangat-sangat cantik. i think this is my first and last time to go there. cannot 'tahan' the hiking part. im not that kind of adventurous. hehe. hope we can do this together again at a different place. not to forget thx to cik abir for this wonderful trip (^-*)

enjoy the picta. more at facebook :)

spending the night at Pulau Senda Biru

Full moon. sangat cantik. credit to vj :)

morning view at the fisherman village.

view from the top.

love this photo.

wihu.

we are at the top!

abir, suraya, sarah and me.

hiking for 3 hours. look at the mud. yuck!

us :)

this is beyond awesome-ness!!

exhausted

2010-05-02T01:23:00.004+08:00

what a hectic weekend.

i am so tired.

half dead.

zzzz.

tamat sudah

2010-04-29T12:00:00.002+08:00

hari ini tamat sudah peperiksaan. alhamdulillah.

bolehlah kalau mahu berjoget bagai. hahahahaha :P

nanti jam 3 akan ke Pulau Sempu untuk bercuti.

wiiihhhuuuu. walaupun kaki tak berapa nak baik lagi. ngeh ngeh.

harap-harap dapatlah bertahan untuk hiking nanti.

doakan kami selamat pergi dan selamat pulang.

will be back in 2 days. chow cincau!

p/s : orang cakap citer Adamaya kt tv3 best. baru nak start tengok. macam best sebab ada lisa. hehe :D

heaven on earth

2010-04-27T22:21:00.004+08:00

mom, you are the best.

and I love you. very much!

Lean on me

2010-04-27T14:12:00.004+08:00

Sometimes in our lives

We all have pain

We all have sorrow

But if we are wise

We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me

When you're not strong

And I'll be your friend

I'll help you carry on

For it won't be long

'Till I'm gonna need

Somebody to lean on

p/s : dedicated to all my friends. you know who you are. love you guys to the max!

cuhat

2010-04-24T23:56:00.005+08:00

dear kaki,

tolonglah cepat sembuh.

saya mahu berjalan dan berlari seperti orang normal.

kadang-kadang kesakitanmu adalah kekangan bagiku untuk belajar.

di tambah lagi ubat sapu meei meei sudah mahu habis.

tolonglah bertahan. jangan rasa sakit lagi.

kembung/bengkak kaki sudah berkurang. alhamdulillah.

cuma sakit sahaja kadang datang kadang tidak.

tolonglah cepat sembuh.

saya mahu ke pulau sempu pada hari khamis ini.

dan dan menjadi orang yang normal boleh berlari dan berjalan ke kampus sambil membakar lemak. ppppuhhhhhleeeeeaaaaaseeeeeeee!

*cuhat : curahan hati :)

oh lupa

2010-04-24T07:10:00.001+08:00

American Idol

Minggu ni Tim Urban yang keluar.

Sekian terima kasih.

23042010

2010-04-23T17:33:00.004+08:00

huarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

buang segala ke-negatif-an dalam diri.

hidup mesti kena positif. betul tak?

walaupun hari ni adalah hari yang paling teruk dan tak best.

perlu lebih tabah dan kuat menghadapi hari-hari yang mendatang.

bye bye old me. welcome the new version of idiey! :)

tak cool

2010-04-19T22:48:00.004+08:00

sprained my ankle last sunday during handball match.

i had to admit that girls tend to play rough than boys.

which is suck. plus the emotion some more. haih.

should be more careful next time =.='

gambar tak cool

have to support my leg w box when sitting on the chair.

memang sangat tidak cool +_+

sekarang sudah semakin sembuh. thx to meei meei. bengkak dah berkurang. hope esok boleh berjalan ke kampus seperti hari-hari biasa. amin.

cool

2010-04-17T10:22:00.003+08:00

i just learnt this.

how to delete an autorun.inf from your computer.

boo! cause it is so damn easy. i just knew. haha :))

if u guys are facing the same problem so try this. it'll help!

copy this to a notepad :

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then save the notepad file to 'file.bat'

then run it to remove all the infections!

now your computer is FREE from autorun.inf hoyeah!

source : how to remove autorun.inf

double elimination

2010-04-16T16:19:00.002+08:00

American Idol

Andrew Garcia and Katie Stevens were sent home last night.

7 contestants to go.

can't wait for the finale :)

kurang ajar giler

2010-04-16T16:03:00.005+08:00

hari ini hujan. lepas exam forensic nak balik rumah.

tak ada payung. terpaksa pinjam komala.

ok, sekarang ada payung boleh JALAN balik rumah.

and adala this one car. speeding gilerrr.

so, the lecak pun 'macam naik giler' la ter splash dekat aku.

kurang asam betul. do u have manners? seriously.

slow down la weyh. takkan x nampak aku kot?

payung komala tu pun pink gilerr kot. geram!

sangat geram ok! coz the splash is all over my skirt.

sampai hips kot. nasib baik tak kena right on the face.

kalo kena. mamang berbakul-bakul lah aku %^@&*#!

ok. enough said.

forensic

2010-04-15T22:57:00.004+08:00

dunia ini kejam sebenarnya (ok. ayat giler nak dramatik)

belajar semua pasal benda-benda negatif.

cara orang nak bunuh diri, cara orang kena bunuh.

hanging sana sini. kena paksa la ugut la.

macam mana nak determine dia ni bunuh diri ke kena bunuh.

baby mati - infanticide (jangan la 'buat' kalo tak nak).

gali kubur. tengok tanah. cek toxicology. tulang-tulang. phew!

kind of exciting but euwww la kan.

apa-apapun study harus diteruskan =.=

exam lagi kot esok. yup. disini hari-hari exam.

dan kami sangatlah ~~excited!~~

adrenalin aku pun dah x larat nak di rembes kot :(

p/s : to my dear mira, chill beb. anything pm me k. igt management tu penting. jangan di layan sangat tau. tke cre!

14042010

2010-04-14T01:39:00.004+08:00

my brain is far more complicated than this. at least for now =.=

save one show

2010-04-10T10:15:00.002+08:00

save one show

TODAY!

if u guys do have time, go to this website (click on the top) and vote. vote for your favourite tv series so the series will continue for the next season. for me, of course la i'm going to vote 'Life Unexpected'. definitely Life Unexpected! save and support your favourite show now!

jeans

2010-04-09T10:41:00.004+08:00

i want that blue jeans. not the darker one. yang kendall pakai tu, nampak macam comel. huhu :)

p/s : currently listening to graham colton. nyanyi acoustic best!

piano lesson

2010-04-05T09:41:00.000+08:00

terasa macam nak main piano. dah lama pendam. hope dapat try. the reason nak belajar bukan sebab orang hensem di atas. tidak sama sekali. haha. the main reason adalah nak menggerakkan kedua belah tangan dengan bagus and nak train otak jugak. terasa tangan kanan ni begitu dominant. hurm boleh ke macam gitu? haha. hope boleh try main someday :)

homesick

2010-04-02T14:20:00.002+08:00

homesick.

dah rasa nak balik rumah sangat.

tak suka bila homesick.

help!

this week

2010-04-02T09:53:00.003+08:00

American Idol

Didi is out. Am not happy about this :(

One down. Nine more to go.

Btw, i really love Lee's performance last night. It's a WOW.

Awesome dude. boleh jadi favourite la for next week :P

april-fool!

2010-04-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

Selamat Hari Lahir.

Moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki.

Budak yang selalu gaduh ngan aku.

Budak yang selalu buat aku geram.

Budak yang selalu nak cari pasal.

Tapi budak ni jugakla yang aku sayang.

Sekian :)